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nevermind, I'll find someone like you

As I said before, only few from my third roll turned out ok.. haha, I really have to practice using my film camera. Using digital all the time makes me dumb and slow..

Just want to let you know that I rejected my college offer and accepted another one.. and I'll only go next month! I'm lazying like a rockstar! :D

your options

Assalamualaikum and halo to my readers (if there's any).. and I am sorry for being a bit shitty all this while. I haven't posted any comments to any blog but I do read some of good blogs here.


Today, I went to award ceremony in my school and I really didn't like it all. I just don't know why but that's it. It was my first time going on stage to take academic award or whatever in my high school life so it's indeed a lil bit exciting. But for some personal reasons, I hated the ceremony. The good part was I got some money. Haha. Or maybe meeting some of my friends.. but sadly none of my close classmate-friends got the award too (Amira doesn't count cause she's in form 4). I feel like that I failed inviting my friends to success stairs with me. I don't know. :(


I also feel a bit disappointed when some of my close friends didn't manage to get any place in university or to proceed to higher level of school. I feel really bad for them as I was the one who always with them but why I couldn't bring them with me? Frankly, when I know that I got the university offer and it's my first choice, my smile wouldn't want to find an end until I knew they didn't get any offer at the moment. However, I know, there's a place for them, later. InshaAllah.



This time, I must prove to all that I can do too. :)

weehoo

I think I am back to write here again! Life is good, I have become lazier than ever! Haha, just give me chance, I heard university will start soon and that really makes me saddd murrr. However, I think that 30 day challenge has ended.. I don't have the gut to write everyday lol. Well, halo everyone! :)

xoxo

taking a break

I'm taking a short break from posting my 30 day challenge. I'll do it back when I have gut to do so. I'm in a chaotic situation... after few things happened to me. Well, that's life. Don't worry, I'm still happy! :D

xoxo

Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give

Always be the one who gives. I rarely receive(from friends) but I like the feeling of giving. I don't know why but it does feel nice!

So today I went for my TESL interview and heck so many people. From those who had prepared to those who had no idea what's happening.. *cough* Lala *cough. LOL. Ironically, when I was speaking English with some of the students there, they seemed have zero confidence talking in English! Not my intention to degrade or belittle anyone but it's so sad that how can they want to teach English but can't speak English. Well, yes you are willingly to learn but unfortunately, university needs people who have the ability to speak English fluently, at least for filtering purposes.. My advice to my juniors who want to study TESL, remember to practice speaking from now, or you might be kicked from the interview, and yes even you  got an A+ for English.

However, I pray hard to those who really wish to get what course they want. Who knows, Allah is the best of planners. Now work for it and never lose hope! :-)