our palms

"How can you disbelieve in Allah when you were lifeless and He brought you to life; then He will cause you to die, then He will bring you [back] to life, and then to Him you will be returned." 

(The Holy Quran 2:28)

Whenever ; my faith is shaking, I always see at my palms and istigfar. Right palm there is   ١‎٨  - 18  Arabic number while left palm , there is  ٨١  - 81 which means if you add both you will get 99, and Allah has 99 other names..     

wallahualam(And Allah knows best)